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the days of my life-第162章

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Now; gentleman; I say to you at once that; high as might be that honour and greatly as I should desire it in any other circumstances; I feel that I should never be petent to be a member of a House of mons of which this is true。 Gentlemen; your president has made some very kind allusions to me and to my rather — what shall I call it? — varied career。 He has spoken; for instance; of Africa。 Well; gentlemen; it is true I began my life as a public servant in Africa; and many wonderful things I saw there。
I was in at the beginning; so to speak; of all the history we are living through today。 I was with Sir Theophilus Shepstone when we annexed the Transvaal; as your president says; I had the honour of hoisting the flag of England over it。 Gentlemen; I lived; too; to see the flag pulled down and buried。 And I tell you this — and you; as colonists as I was; will sympathise with me — it was the bitterest hour of my life。 Never can any of you in this room realise the scene I witnessed upon the market…square of Newcastle when the news of the surrender of Majuba reached us。 It was a strange scene; it was an awful scene。 There was a mob of about 5;000 men; many of them loyal Boers; many Englishmen; soldiers even; who had broken from the ranks — and they marched up and down raving; yet weeping like children — and swearing that whatever they were they were no longer Englishmen。
That is what I went through in those days; and I only mention it to tell you how I came to leave South Africa。 For I agreed that it was no longer a place for an Englishman。 Still; time goes on; the wheels swing full circle; things change。 I remember that after that I wrote a book。 It was a history。 And in that book I went so far as to say — I remember it well; and there it stands in black and white to be read — that unless some change occurred; unless more wisdom; more patriotism and a different system altogether prevailed in African affairs; the result would be a war which would tax the entire resources of the British Empire。 Gentlemen; have we not had that war? And at that time what did they say? They laughed at me; an unknown young man。 And; years later; when the war was on; they dug up the book and printed these paragraphs and said; “Dear me; what a remarkable prophecy!” Three men were right: Sir Bartle Frere was right; and they disgraced him; my old chief; Sir Theophilus Shepstone; was right; and they disgraced him; and even I; humble as I was; was right; and they mocked at me。 We know the end。
Thus my residential and official connection with South Africa came to an end — I would not stop there any longer。 I came home and went to the bar; where I had fair prospects。 And then a sad thing happened to me — I wrote a successful book。
I do not know whether to be sorry or glad that I wrote it。 Other things might not have happened; and; after all; as Job the Patriarch says: “Man knoweth not his own way。” You go as destiny drives you。 So it was; gentlemen; I took to fiction。 Having begun; I had to go on。 And; after all; there is something to be said for it。 After all; it is not a bad thing to have given pleasure and amusement to many who are weary or sick; and; perhaps; some instruction also。 You might do worse than to write a good novel。 Not that I for a moment wish to state that all of mine are good。
Of course; the time es to every writer; I suppose; when he has an inspiration and does something which he knows to be better than he ever did before。 Perhaps he sees a little higher up into heaven perhaps he sees a little lower down into — the other depths; and he creates something and knows that that thing which he has created will live; and that it will even go glittering down the generations。 He knows; perhaps; that he has cut his name fairly deep upon the iron leaves of the Book of Time; which are so hard to mark。 Perhaps he knows that; and for a little while he is content。 Not for long — no artist; I think; is ever contented for long with what he has done。 But he thinks: “At least; I have done something。”
Then; perhaps; he begins to understand — it es into his mind — that that was not his real inspiration。 Not in these gauds of the imagination; these sparkling things; these plays of fancy or of eloquence or wit; was the real inspiration to be found。 He turns and wonders where it is。 And he turns; let us say; and looks at the dull masses of misery that pervade the globe; he looks and wonders; and he thinks: Is there nothing that I; humble as I am; can do to help to alleviate that misery; to lift up those who are fallen; to lift them up for their own good and for the good of the world? And then; gentlemen; he knows that that; not the gaudy; exciting work is the real inspiration of his life。
And; perhaps; he turns and tries to match his own single strength against the prejudices of generations; and tries to get men to think as he does; tries to show them where the evil lies and where; too; lies the remedy。 Gentlemen; I have spoken; as it were; in allegory。 And yet these things have some application; certainly in my humble case they have some application。 Years ago; I saw what I described to you; I saw the evils with which; since then; I have attempted to cope。 I recognised that it was my duty to cope with them if I could。
It is a hard task; gentlemen。 It is a hard thing; in the first place; to live down the reputation of being a writer of fiction — to surmount the enormous barrier of prejudice that lies across one’s path。 And it is not for years; perhaps; that people will begin to listen and will begin to understand that to most men’s minds there are two sides。 Still; humbly; imperfectly; I did attempt it。 I have not done much。 Yet I have done something。 They listen to me now a bit。 If they had not listened to me I should not be here in my present position today as a missioner from the Government of Great Britain。
Well; what is it; what is this problem that moved me? I will tell you in a few words。 I perceived and realised the enormous change that is ing over the Western world; how those; who for countless generations; dwelt upon the land; are deserting the land and crowding into the cities。 I studied the reasons for this。 For two years I 
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